My greatgrandma on my dads side is dying. They say it could happen tonight. I’ve never been particularly close to her, so it doesn’t hurt me directly. I feel bad for saying that, but its true. It’s effecting my grandpa worse, he’s having a hard time dealing. It is his mom after all. But I’m not entirely sure how I should be feeling. I guess I feel numb. I’ve been numb to the deaths in my family that have happened so far, but so far no one very close has died. I’ve never cried at a funeral, and I’ve been able to smile through them all, sometimes I feel bad for it, but what else am I supposed to do? How else can I move on?
Posted on Thursday, 30 December 2010
