I need some time away.
I’m not angry or sad or hurt anymore. 
I just can’t handle things right now. 
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done wrong, and my poor behavior, I really am.
You’re both still important to me. 
And I wish you both the very best. 
But I need some time to work things out for me, 
That means eliminating “triggers” so please don’t take it as me being mean or trying to be hurtful or not caring.
I’ve done everything I can
Please try to understand.
I feel unwanted.
I feel replaced.
One of the hardest things is feeling like you don’t care about our friendship anymore, whether or not that’s true, it feels that way a lot, like I’m trying to be friends with a wall that’s just not reciprocating, and it’s one of the things I’m trying to work out. 
You’re both very close to my heart.